Hey God, A few days ago, you were telling me to write a devotional book. But you know I don’t like writing. I can’t write beautifully like the devotional books I’ve read. That’s not me! So, I don’t understand why you want me to write one.

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I understand your concerns and why you’re questioning me. I know you don’t feel comfortable writing, but you love talking with me. We have conversations all the time!

 

Yes, I love talking with you, Lord. You created me like that!

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Yes, I gave you the gift of talking. I want you to write a different type of devotional book. I want it to be a collection of our conversations. I want people to know that spending time with me is just talking with a friend. I don’t want you to write paragraphs with beautifully crafted words. I just want you to write our conversations down. Conversations are natural and more intimate.

 

I understand, but…

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I know you’re hesitant and a bit scared, but I'm here. I'll help you write the devotions. I don't want you to write them; the Holy Spirit will guide you. He’ll tell you which conversations to write down—the ones others need to hear.

 

Hmmm. You’re right about some of our conversations. They are amazing! Your lessons have opened my eyes and heart. You've touched my soul, and we've wept together!

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Now, you understand me more. You’re putting yourself aside. Now you’re listening with an open heart. I’m pleased with your attitude now.

 

Okay, Lord, but how do I do this? How many do I write?

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I want you to write fifty devotions or conversations.

 

Fifty? Are you crazy?

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Don’t you trust me?

 

Yeah, I guess. But fifty!

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I want you to reread some of your journal entries for our conversations. Then I’ll show you which ones to share.

 

You want me to reread my journals? How far back do you want me to go?

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I want you to reread them starting from 2017—three years.

 

Do you want me to read three years’ worth of my past journals? Lord, I already feel tired just thinking about it.

 

I will give you the strength to do this, so don’t worry about anything. You’ll enjoy rereading your journals. I also want you to share the conversations that we have throughout the day—not just when your Bible is open. I want everyone to know that I’m here all the time for them. I see and understand what’s going on every minute.

 

Some people hear other Christians pray in a group. Those prayers are so eloquent, powerful, and beautifully crafted for me to hear. There’s nothing wrong with that, but many feel inferior when they hear those prayers. They think they can’t do that, so they hesitate to pray or talk to me.

 

Yeah, I used to feel like that too. But when I was a teenager, you told me to just be me and talk to you like a friend having a conversation. Why should I rehearse or plan what I’m going to say to you? I don’t do that with my friends.

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That’s what I’m trying to say. So when you come before me, just tell me what you’re thinking in your own words. I’m always here for you as a father is here for a child. I love you!

 

I know you love me. However, I think some people fear you because you’re God! They don’t want to talk to you.

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I understand what you’re saying. That’s why I want others to hear our conversations. I don’t want them to fear me. I want them to understand how much I love them. I know you’re scared about writing this because you’ve never done anything like this before, but trust me. I’m putting you on a new journey that will touch many lives. I know your inner thoughts and prayers. More than anything, you want everyone to really get to know me and have a relationship with me. That’s why I’m asking you to do this. Because I see your pure heart, and I see your tears flow when you think of others. This pleases me and touches my heart. So, let's do this together. I will continuously guide you. You just need to listen to me as you write.

 

Oh, yes, Lord. My tears are flowing as I write this. I want everyone to know you intimately as I do! Even though I’m nervous, scared, and don’t feel confident in my writing skills, I will be obedient and listen and write.

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You are my precious girl with a heart overflowing with love for others. When you were a young woman, you learned that I gave you the gift of evangelism. You weren’t sure about it, so I had a good friend explain to you that you don’t have to be like Billy Graham and be a preacher. Instead, just share the gospel with the people you meet. That gift of evangelism has given you a boldness to speak the truth. Throughout your life, you haven't been afraid to share God with people you care about. But now it’s time to share my love with the multitudes.

 

Yes, I understand, Lord. Thank you for reminding me about your gift of evangelism you gave me. You want me to take my sharing to the next level. Okay, Lord. Let’s do this!

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Yes, let’s work together and start this new journey. Do you remember what I revealed to you about Peter?

 

Oh yes, I remember reading about Peter. I love that man because he’s similar to me. He’s strong, impulsive, and has a big mouth that gets him into trouble sometimes, but he loves you, Lord. When I was reading about him, that was the moment I felt the Spirit touch my soul and tell me that others need to hear about it.

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Yes, my precious child. That’s when this journey started. I planted a seed into your heart and mind. So, tell everyone about Peter. They’re eager to know what you learned from him.

 

Okay, Lord. Then that’s the first conversation I will write about.

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Great! Now let’s tell them about Peter!